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Thursday, 11 October 2007

Update.

Haha! :D This is the first time that I'm gonna update here, after so many years. [gasp! exaggeration coming through]
I just want to update you lost guys of my new websites.
I've stopped updating my blogspot a long time ago, so don't bother clicking that link anymore. *grin*
Just drop by hereeeee.

http://privatesuicide.uni.cc && http://rockroyalty.the-princess.org

Or you can drop by my MULTIPLY & MYPSACE

Bye. *wink*

Monday, 01 January 2007

new year.. new home..

first of all.. happy new year to all of you guys. mwah! :*
anyway. i`m here to tell you guys that i`m gonna transfer to my new home. i think i`m gonna ditch my xanga for a while. lolz. but don`t worry guys. i`ll still drop by in your account. and comment here and there. keep in touch. lolz. and yeah. you guys can comment on my blog too coz non blogger users can still comment. lolz. stay safe you all okay? so my new year`s update will be seen there in my blogspot.
so the linkie is here.
.::blogspot::.
please do click on that coz i`ll miss you guys a lot. *sigh* well. not really a lot coz i know that i`ll still be dropping by your accounts. lolz. :D

Thursday, 14 December 2006

Currently Listening
A Fever You Can't Sweat Out
By Panic! At The Disco
Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off
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--[*]--MAWAWALA MUNA AKO SANDALI--[*]--
waaaaaaaa!!! i miss you all. *sigh*. yes. been pretty busy with the band. school. and family. and THE LOVELIFE. hahaha. i`m very happy with my life right now. and i really hate it coz i have to leave you guys for a while. i still go online and all that but i don`t have the time to really make a blog entry. coz for my. blog entries are special and all that. you dont write just because you have to update your site and all. you write because you feel like it. right? not that i don`t feel like updating. it`s just that.dami akong gnagawa and all. argh. smart ass nmn ata mga ngbabasa n2 eh. keya gets nu na ako. okay?? bsta. kng may emergenct. message nu ko dali! and i`ll try my best to help you guys. and i`ll try to drop by sa mga pahina nung npakacreative. :D
if you really really really really miss me. you can add me up in my YM account, it`s tranquilly_agitated. and send me an offline message there or something. okay? mmmwah! :*
also coz my dad just got home from africa. and we have to have the quality time w/ the family whatever. yeah. and also. it`s christmas. and all that. i`m just gonna update soon. aaargh! i miss you guys. yes. all of you. *sigh* hope you guys will miss me too. hahaha. toinkz.
the next time i update. i promise. magiging meaningful xa. bwahahhaa. for now. tlgang i have to run. love you all. mmwah! :*
oh yeah. advance happy christmas and have a happy new year!
gift ko ah. hahahha!
I MISS YOU ALL

Thursday, 30 November 2006

Currently Reading
Tuesdays with Morrie
By Mitch Albom
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TuLaLa

i`m really not in the mood to update, (the hell why am i sitting here? typing?) but i feel like i have to update or something. i have nothing much to say. nothing interesting. nothing pleasant. nothing nice. nothing nothing. i`m reading "tuesdays with morrie" yeah, ngaeon ko pa nbasa. gak! i wanna meet someone just like morrie. and probably the reason why i don`t feel like updating really is because of the things that i read from this book. i mean, it`s all about life and all that, it made me think deeper about life, think and think and think. that`s one of the reasons why i`m glad (glad? wtf?!) that i flunked anatomy. coz it gave me the break i needed to think about things, and really reflect on this thing called life. see, i don`t know what to type anymore. anyway, thankee again to you guys, lam nu kng cno kayo. wala ako sa mood now mg-special mention, sorry, kse parang mejo maluwag screw sa utak ko now. senxa na. crap. all of a sudden if feel so down. coz i don`t know what`s my purpose, i feel like there are tons of things in life that i have to reflect on. there`s this my purpose (what`s my purpose?). my fear of death. my fear of the unknown. in the future, what do really want? what can i do so that i can be completely satisfied with my life just like morrie. how can i stop being so envious? i wanna be satisfied with my life. but i think i can never be satisfied. see, i think i have an okay life right now, i mean we`re not that extremely poor or rich, we`re kinda like in the middle. and i eat three meals a day. i go to school. we have a computer. i can enjoy music. enjoy life. how come d pa rin ako satisfied? i still want more? see, i want a laptop, i-pod (oo, wala pa rin ako nun, ). i wanna get outta here. i wanna be independent (kahit na alam ko mas-okay ang may parents, kse cla bahala sa lahat. hehe). see, ang dami kong gs2. so how can i be satisfied? nkakainis pa, kse dba, sabi nila, MAN CAN NEVER EVER BE SATISFIED, i mean, you`ll always want more.
one thing`s for sure mitch albom is driving me nuts.

Wednesday, 29 November 2006

SMooCHeS

ALL CAPS. WAG NANG UMANGAL, KSE FEEL KO CAPITAL LETTERS LAHAT. HAHA. PERO D AKO GALIT AH? MALALAMAN NU KNG GALIT AKO KSE SOBRA KALAKI NG FONT KO AT BOLD LAHAT. HAHAHA. ANO TOH? ORIENTATION? NABASA KO ANG BLOG NI LYN, AT SOBRA, NKAKAHAWA KA LYN. PANCN MO? TAGALOG BLOG KO? HAHAHAHA. GS2 NYO MAG-BISAYA AKO??? HAHAHA!
SO YEAH, I READ LYN`S BLOG. AND SHE MADE ME REALIZE ALSO THAT, TRUE FRIENDS ATA 2NG MGA 2 NA LAGING UMAALIGID SA PAHINA KO. HAHAHA. ACTUALLY, TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH GUYS, IT`S MY FIRST TIME TLGA NA MAY KA-INTERACT HERE. I MEAN BEFORE, PURO LANG AKO MONOLOGUE. LUNGKOT DBA? TAS NOW, KEYA NGA, I FEEL SO HAPPY EVERYTIME MAY NAKIKITA AKONG NG-COMMENT, KSE IT MEANS NA MAY NG-BASA TLGA. DBA? KAHIT NA ALAM KO, WALANG KWENTA BLOGS KO. HAHA! NGDRAMA BA?
PA-THANKEEE NGA MUNA SA MGA TAONG SPECIAL SAKEN. NAKZ.
lyn
ghen
zhel
tishy
chic
diane
camille
graxa
ANYWAY, AUN, SALAMAT NAMAN SA INUNG LAHAT. ALAM KONG D PA TAYO MXADONG CLOSE. PERO HOPEFULLY, MAS MAGING CLOSE PA PO TAYO, AT WAG LANG KALIMUTANG MG-KEEP-IN-TOUCH. HEHEHE. MAY NKALIMUTAN BA KO? PARAMDAM KA, HEHE.
SO, ABOUT THE SONG FOR XANGERS. I STARTED WRITING LAST NIGHT, AND I KIND OF FINISHED IT, BUT I`M NOT HAPPY WITH THE FINISHED PROD, PROBABLY BECAUSE I WAS SO SLEEPY ALREADY. LOLZ. I HAVE TO EDIT IT A LIL BIT, TO MAKE IT MORE PRESENTABLE. LOLZ. HOPE YOU GUYS WILL LIKE IT.
OH YEAH. ABOUT THE XANGERS. BEFORE, I REALLY THOUGHT THAT PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD ARE JUST ARTIFICIAL OR SOMETHING. I MEAN, PEOPLE HERE WOULD JUST COME AND GO. BUT THEN, AFTER YEARS OF CHATTING, AND BLOGGING, AND OTHER ONLINE THINGYING. [MADE UP ANOTHER WORD, HAHA]. I REALIZED THAT, YOU CAN REALLY MEET A LOT OF TRUE FRIENDS HERE. I HAVE TONS OF REAL FRIENDS IN YM, I MEAN, I KNOW WE HAVEN`T MET YET, BUT IT`S WEIRD COZ I CAN TELL THEM THINGS THAT I DON`T NORMALLY TALK ABOUT WITH MY KADA IN COLLEGE. GETS??? I MEAN, I FEEL COMFORTABLE TALKING TO THEM, BUT THEN, THERE ARE STILL THOSE OTHER PART OF THE PERCENTAGE, THAT ARE KINDA PLASTIC AND ALL THAT. WHICH SUCKS. I`M DRIFTING OFF AGAIN. AAAH. POINTLESS. :bummer:
SO MUCH FOR THAT. SADLY, NABIBILANG KO LANG UNG MASASABI KONG TRUE FRIENDS HERE. HOPEFULLY, YUNG MGA NA-MEET KO NMN HERE SA MUNDO NG XANGA, E TOTOO, AND SANA, ONE DAY MA MEET KO KAYONG LAHAT. LOLZ. THEN, WE CAN TALK ABOUT LOTSA THINGS. INTERESTS AND ALL THAT. HMMM. WHEN KEYA YUN? ANG LAYO KO KSE. HAHAHA. PERO MAS MALAYO PA C LYN SAKEN. HAHAHA. TINUKSO PA EH ANO? JOKE LANG LYN.
HAAAY. WAG KO NA NGA 2 MXADONG HABAAN, BAKA TAMAD KAYONG MG-BASA. HAHAHA!